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Friday, 03 September 2010

  • In your hands [II]

    After wallowing in self pity for about 3 weeks, I decided that my time would be better spent setting things right before I left this earth. My whole life was in a mess to begin with. Parents threw me out of the house because I was just living off of them and divorced 3 years after that, my girlfriend dumped me because she said I was always "more dedicated to the computer" than to her, my friends stopped asking me out because I always told them I had stuff to do on my computer.

    And come to think of it, most of the things happened because I was so engrossed with my computer. I wonder who invented the computer, if I had a time machine, I may just go back in time to find this guy and tell him not to invent that stuff. Look I'm just kidding. After all that's happen, I told myself that I would live every moment to the fullest and stop getting upset over the smallest stuff. Okay I think I've diverted quite a bit.

    So I thought maybe I should create a bucket list, a few things I would like to do before I "kick the bucket" so to speak. And this is my list of things.

    1.
    Go fishing with dad

    2.
    Bring mom out for shopping and dinner

    3.
    Bring Kaytee and Tyler (My little sister and my brother) to Japan and South Korea

    4.
    Bring the whole family to Switzerland

    5.
    Go on a roadtrip with my friends

    6.
    Learn break dancing (always been my dream)

    7. Take Alice (My ex-girlfriend) out on a date she'll never forget

    8. Do community work (At least make myself useful)

    9. Donate my remaining money to charity

    10. Attempt to reconciliate mom and dad

    11. Take grandma and grandpa to a great restaurant downtown and give them a nice treat

    12. Knit scarfs for all of the special people in my life (Kind of weird for a guy but I'm just going to give it a try)

    13. Ask my friends out for dinner, give them a treat and apologise for always bailing out on them

    14. Go to Florida and relive my 4 year old days

    These are all I've came up with at the moment. Though it's going to take a lot of money, I'm just going to have to work longer and harder and just hope the money I get from working covers the expenses for all of it.

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

  • Things you should know if you're a Justin Bieber fan...

    Multi-talented Justin Bieber was born on 1 March 1994 in London, Ontario and was single handedly raised in Stratford, Ontario (CANADA) by his mother Pattie Mallette.

    When Justin was 12, he took part in a local competition called Stratford Idol, at that point in time Bieber had not received vocal coaching and still ranked 2nd place amoungst the participants. In an effort to share his glory with his loved ones, he posted videos of his performances on YouTube and soon enough, people started to subscribe to his videos.

    7 months after Justin posted the videos online, Justin was flown to Atlanta to meet his elite colleagues. Justin's account of the whole experience, "
    Right when we flew into Atlanta, Scooter drove us to the studio and Usher was there in the parking lot, remembers Bieber. That was my first time ever being out of Canada so I went up to him and was like, Hey Usher, I love your songs, do you want me to sing you one? He was like, No little buddy, just come inside, its cold out."

    All it took was a short time online for Usher to realize he was in the company of a future superstar. "A week later Usher flew me back to Atlanta, says Bieber. I sang for him and his people and he really wanted to sign me then and there but I still had a meeting with Justin Timberlake who also wanted to sign me. It turned out Ushers deal was way better. He had L.A. Reid backing him up and Scooter has alot of connections and is really smart. I always tease Usher now and remind him he how he blew me off the first time we met."

    In October 2008, he officially signed a contract with Island records/RBMG and since then his career has taken off really well.

    Besides being talented at singing, he also excels in school, his Grade Point Average (GPA) is 4.0 which is the highest attainable score. He is also talented in dancing, music (plays the drums, trumpet, piano & guitar which he learnt on his own) and he also writes his own songs for example "DOWN TO EARTH" which is a song about his parents divorce.

    He also loves sports for example Ice Hockey and Basketball. And he does skateboarding too.

    Some other facts about Justin that fans may want to take note of:

    Favourite Color: Apparently some people say it's blue and some say purple but judging from most of the sources, it's purple. But anyways if you get to meet him in person, It'll be a bad idea to ask this question cause he says "I don't like to be asked my favorite color".

    What Justin looks for in a girl: He likes girls that are down to earth, with nice eyes and a nice smile, girls who can make him laugh.

    What Justin dislikes when it comes to girls: He doesn't like girls in UGGS their those boot like things, you can google them up. He doesn't like girls who try to impress him. He doesn't like girls who wear too much make up too.

    Justin said: Miley Cyrus isn't his type.

    Justin's pet peeves: He doesn't like to wait (He's impatient), doesn't like to get up in the morning, he doesn't like the cold but he doesn't like it when it's too hot as well.

    Justin plays left handedly on a guitar

    Justin has had 3 girlfriends but the only one I've really heard a lot about is Caitlin Beadles

    Justin wears SUPRA TK Society kicks (I've seen him in the purple suede model)


    MY WORLD 1.0
    1.0 One time
    2.0 FAVORITE GIRL
    3.0 DOWN TO EARTH
    4.0 BIGGER
    5.0 ONE LESS LONELY GIRL
    6.0 FIRST DANCE FEAT. USHER
    7.0 LOVE ME
    8.0 COMMON DENOMINATOR

    MY WORLD 2.0
    9.0 BABY FEAT. LUDACRIS
    10.0 SOMEBODY TO LOVE
    11.0 STUCK IN THE MOMENT
    12.0 U SMILE
    13.0 RUNAWAY LOVE
    14.0 NEVER LET YOU GO
    15.0 OVERBOARD FEAT. JESSICA JARRELL
    16.0 EENIE MEENIE (JUSTIN BIEBER & SEAN KINGSTON)
    17.0 UP
    18.0 THAT SHOULD BE ME

    CHECK OUT THE SONGS ON HIS ALBUM, MOST OF THEM ARE REALLY GOOD. KEEP SUPPORTING HIM AND FOR HIS OFFICIAL WEBSITES PLEASE REFER TO THE LIST BELOW.

    OFFICIAL WEBSITES:
    WWW.BIEBERFEVER.COM
    WWW.TWITTER.COM/JUSTINBIEBER
    WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/JUSTINBIEBER

    Sources:
    http://www.bsckids.com/2010/03/justin-bieber-nightline-interview/
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZSVB04qHAo&feature=fvw
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KY7cz8361U
    http://www.youtube.com/user/kidrauhl
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Justin_Bieber
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HccPwuo7pYY

Sunday, 25 July 2010

  • A shoutout to someone very special (:

    Dearest Cassandra,

    Thank you for thinking so highly of me and for being such a great friend to me :) Even though we haven't known each other for that long a time, I feel really comfortable around you :) That may be the reason why I always share my thoughts with you :)

    There were so many times when I was upset, unhappy or hurt by others and you would always be there to cheer me up and make me laugh over your sillyness and your cute emoticon faces :) You even sacrificed time to hear me out and eat cakes with me :) I really enjoy my time whenever you're there :) And I hope we could meet more often :) But because of school and FYP, we have been unable to meet as frequently as I would want to :)

    I want to be someone who is your listening ear when you need someone to listen, someone who will be there when you need a shoulder to cry on, someone who will celebrate your successes and support you always :) Through the ups and downs, I want to be there for you always :) So just know that I'm just a call away :) I can't promise that I'll always be there for you physically, but know that I'll do my best to be there for you whenever I can :) I LOVE YOU bugsy :) bff :)

    Love,
    Ailsa :)

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

  • In your hands [I]

    As I laid back on a rock amidst the nature and the cool air at the peak of the hill to admire the picturesque sunset, so many thoughts flooded my mind. I realised how much I missed out in life working my guts out just to earn quick bucks, the countless moments I lost with precious people when I spent my time absorbed and engrossed on my computer playing games and managing my accounts to make sure that they were all in order.

    The beauty of the sunset that I only managed to appreciate after 25 years of living in this world. That's practically thousands of beautiful sunsets I've missed in my entire life. If only I had thought of this earlier, I wouldn't be here filled with regret for the things I never did until now.

    It was an emotional time for me as I looked at the scenic landscape and thought about what I've really accomplished in this life, and true enough, there wasn't much I could think of that were actually good. And now that I've got a tumor in my brain, it just makes my time on this earth even shorter to accomplish the things I set out to do in the first place.

    I only got diagnosed with a tumor in my brain a few weeks ago when they did thorough scans and checks to find out what was wrong with me. I would never forget the terror I felt when I was told that I was only left with at most 7 months to live and there wasn't much they could do because the tumor was difficult to remove surgically and they wouldn't know how I would respond to the chemotherapy. The bottom line of all they said was "Don't get your hopes up".

    It was a big blow to me considering I just graduated and started working odd jobs to support myself. How could I afford to pay for chemotherapy in my current state? There were so many questions in my mind but the fear of dying was the only one that gripped my heart and made me feel a sinking feeling in my stomach.

    I am still so young with a "bright" future ahead of me if I continued to work hard. Why me? Why must I be the one to get the tumor? What wrong did I do to deserve this? So many thoughts bombarded me.

    Sometimes it's hard when you think you've got everything under control when something just pops out of nowhere and reminds you of the painful fact that you are really not in control of your life at all. That day was truly the worst day of my entire life.

    - End of part I -

Wednesday, 03 March 2010

  • The things we take for granted...

    The lights went out in an instant and suddenly the lighted city fell into a state of pitch black. Chaos struck every household as they fumbled to find a source of light in the middle of all the darkness. Even a simple handphone light brought comfort to those who were in panic.

    Families huddled together as the aftermaths continued and all they could hope for was their safety and nothing else. In the middle of all the mayhem, slowly one by one, houses started to light up with the orange glow of candles. Even though everything has not been going right that day, it was good enough to know that everyone you cared about were alive and that the comfort of the glowing candles gave hope to everyone feeling its warmth and relying on it to give light. Even though they were in the midst of a natural disaster, they could still feel the warmth of everyone around them and that's what mattered the most...

    Short stories...


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  • I live in Singapore? I don't know what to write...Well maybe I should just talk about what I like I guess :) I like Korean or Japanese things. The food, the culture, the places and their BOYBANDS!!! I really like to see them work their way to the hearts of all the girls in the world by dancing and singing songs with passion :) I admire hardworking people because I know that I will never be as hardworking as they are :) By the way, I am a really lazy person :) even if I am starving and I have money, I won't even leave my house to go to the coffee shop at the first level of my block to buy food :) thats how lazy I am :) yupp :) I think thats quite a handful already so I am going to stop here :)

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  • Miraclebees
    YUHUUUUUUUU!ailsa!!guess who here?I AM HERE!Aiyo,i do not know u r exhausted frm class.Do take a break and have a kit kat to relax!!!I believe everydae will be a wonderful day for a cheerful person like you!CHEERS!WOOSH!
  • aslongasyouliveandbreathe
    haha... ailsa's sister here. :) i'm too lazy to actually get an account. :) wow! you said i'm cute? :D wheee! happy! honestly... you're too hard on yourself sweetie! there are many things that you can do that i cant! want me to name some? :) haha... you can dance, you are responsible, you are more s
  • Joannehui
    hahaah...dun worried...nov! :D:D Go go ailsa
  • sweetmigraine
    Hey you ! Glad you like the song, it's one of my favs right now too(kept on listening to it heh =P) Take care, I'll see you tmr ! (:
  • Miraclebees
    Ailsa!!DON worry,i am alright coz i noe things are going to be alright.I gonna to beliveve that with my positive attitude!YAYA!i can see you,i can hear you,you are not the ghost of memory,you stay in my memory!hope ailsa will be happy everyday!!
  • Joannehui
    haha..Sorry..Wrong chatboard! I though thi is Kyers one! Lol!!! Anyway..don't be sad..ok? Lol!!! We alway there for ya! :D
  • Joannehui
    You can de la..don't worried so much..Cos i alway there for ya rite? Lol...Presentation don't need to scare cos... ant very brave one! Lol!
  • kyers
    Thank you for cheering me up!Thank you for everything!I will try my best!You too must be strong in everything too ok!No giving up too!
    • Posted 9/12/2008 11:10 AM
    • by kyers
  • kyers
    Hey my dear!Know that you are deeply affected too but don't worry too much ok?Things will definitely be like how it use to be.Maybe she needs time to cool down.Internally,she still needs your support and so does you need hers.Everything will be fine soon!Loves!XD
    • Posted 9/10/2008 11:55 AM
    • by kyers
  • sweetmigraine
    Hey. Thanks for mentioning me. (: Yup You never fail to cheer me up too ! Thanks for listening and sharing too. Keep in contact alright & take care ! (: